Community Support & Outpatient Therapy · Living with anorexia · Treatment

Mental health services are bizarre

So, this week’s update… I am being discharged from the eating disorder service. Considering  how much I am struggling to eat, my meal plan long abandoned and am losing weigh once again, this seems as strange step. But my psychiatrist thinks I have borderline personality disorder and is referring me to the team that deals… Continue reading Mental health services are bizarre

Living with anorexia

Anorexia is…

Anorexia is success.  Anorexia is winning. Anorexia is control.  Anorexia is power. Anorexia is crying.  Crying because you ate.  Crying because you’re fat. Anorexia is pain.  Grief for a life held tight.  A joyless life.  Gripped in bony fingers. Anorexia is shivering.  Anorexia is cold.  Blue.  Lifeless. Anorexia is hospitals.  Corridors.  Rooms.  Beds.  Nurses and… Continue reading Anorexia is…