First it was one. This time it was two. Two biscuits casually slipped into my pocket.
Because I feel like I’m eating too much.
Because I felt guilty about the cupcake I had for snack earlier.
Because I’m gaining weight so fast I can’t deal with it.
Because I enjoy the thrill.
Because I want to lose weight.
Because, because, because. There’s always an excuse. But only one reason. Anorexia is tightening it’s grip on me once again. I need to step up my fight.